Happy October, everyone! It has been a while since I’ve written on here so I’ve decided to give a bit of a life update. I know the majority of people have gone through and felt shifts in their lives this year. Personally, I’ve gone through multiple shifts.
The amount of inner work I’ve put in this year alone has been pretty intense. It really has been one thing after another. I feel like I am more on top of being able to recognize what is a lesson in my life, though, which is good! Currently I am working on my insecure and fearful, negative thoughts, specifically surrounding abandonment. Dating is weird in general, and not only being a spiritual person but someone with many layers and depths, it can also be scary. Being vulnerable isn’t always easy. However, I am in a much better place and I am so grateful that I am now able to recognize unnecessary, fearful thought patterns when they arise. Figuring out how to cure them and let them go without having residual anxiety is my current project. Shadow work never ends!
I also come bearing the good news that I recently went to Salem, MA where I had a photo of my aura taken (I’ve wanted one since I was a teenager!), and for the first time in my life I was told that my throat chakra is NOT blocked! You have no idea how exciting that was for me to hear. Communication has not always been one of my strengths, and I am still working on it and getting better, but I have come a long way in setting boundaries and speaking up for myself. I am also realizing that I am getting better at acknowledging my accomplishments, no matter how small. By the way – my aura is mostly yellow with some orange on the sides.
I have been feeling the thin veil of fall for a while now, I believe I started to feel it before mid-September this year. This is such an exciting time of year and I hope you all are taking advantage of it as well. Fall altars, simmer pots, and crisp walks in the woods are a few of my favorite things about autumn. Have a great New Moon today and manifest all that is meant for your highest good!